†Veleneir†

Testing lol

2010-12-11T13:51:00.001+01:00

New app for my phone, now I can blog on the move! ... I think.

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2010-11-22T23:00:00.001+01:00

Det var ett tag sen jag skrev nått här, bara så att ni vet.

Haunted.

2010-07-31T01:27:00.001+02:00

You're broken, so am I
I'm better off alone
No one to turn to and nothing to call my own
Outspoken, so am I
Explosive words that your world wouldn't understand
Turn away again

You're beaten, so am I
I've got a heart of stone
No medication can cure what has taken hold
You're hurting, so will I
When I awake and remember why I've been running from your

World
Dishonored by your world
Your world
I'm haunted by your world

My blood is cold as ice
Or so I have been told
Show no emotion, and it can destroy your soul
Another sacrifice
To a tormentor your world wouldn't understand
Turn away again

You're angered, so am I
A thousand fires burn
A land of darkness from which I cannot return
You're aching, so will I
When I awake and discover that I have been damaged by your

World
Dishonored by your world
Your world
I'm haunted by your world

(Never will I be welcomed
Amongst the heartless monsters you surround yourself with
Feeding off the pain and misfortune of others
A maniacal breed of sub-human parasites
Thrown into a feeding frenzy with the smell of fresh blood
Open your eyes and see the creatures for what they are
A swirling mass of hatred and envy
Don't be naive enough to think you're unaffected
The conversion has already begun...)

You're frightened, so am I
A world of demons wait
Watching the movements and filling my heart with hate
You're burning, so will I
When I awake and discover how I have been ravaged by your

World
Dishonored by your world
Your world
I'm haunted by your world

Forever…

2010-07-20T00:04:00.001+02:00

Never take your loved ones for granted: they could be gone tomorrow.

All of my dreams
Seem to fall by the side
Like a discarded thought
Or the day's fading light
But I know that if I could just
See you tonight
FOREVER!

At times we may fall,
Like we all tend to do
But I'll reach out and find
That I've run into you
your strength is the power
That carried me through
FOREVER!

Your kindness for weakness
I never mistook
I worried you often,
Yet you understood
That life is so fleeting,
These troubles won't last
FOREVER!

Inspired me truly
You did from the start
To not be afraid
And to follow my heart
There's a piece of you with me
They can't tear apart
FOREVER!

In times we may fall
Like we all tend to do
Your strength is the power
That carried me through forever

Forever I'll find you, forever we'll be
Forever your power and strength stays with me

Forever…

Public Failure Number One

2010-06-28T12:46:00.001+02:00

<3

2010-06-23T08:04:00.001+02:00

Whatever happens, I'll always love you all. You know who you are.

2010-06-10T19:24:00.001+02:00

Poo.

2010-06-04T13:55:00.001+02:00

I love when plans goes down the shitter.

Running On Empty.

2010-05-18T01:04:00.001+02:00

What are these dark and wicked things you always show me?

Cutting deep inside the blind part of my overloaded mind.

Spinning on to become a gentle yet a foul and elusive thought.

I create, but I cannot decipher that what's in my head.

I hide.

I see we have a fight once more, how they never pass me by.

It's unbelievable how they always arrive on time.

Tranquillize me with aggressive drugs, yet awake I see they never left my

sleeping head.

I'm running out of time, we're running out of time.

I have lost my sense on a bitter day,

Yet I lay my trust in your bleeding hands.

Hoping that my faith will never die.

We're running out of time.

Do want!

2010-04-22T22:21:00.001+02:00

Yay!

2010-03-30T17:20:00.001+02:00

Trying out my new lens for my camera!

Fuskblogg... Igen!

2010-03-11T13:58:00.002+01:00

1. Hur gammal är du om fem år? – 20? :D
2. Vem var den sista du träffade? – Ash och Jan.
3. Hur lång är du? – 170ish nånting, tror jag.
4. Vilken var den senaste filmen du såg? – Zombieland! Helt underbar!
5. Vem ringde du senast? – Irrepirre!
6. Hur löd ditt senaste sms och till vem? – ”Ah, som vanligt då xD” till Kim.
7. Vad är dagens planer? – Hälsa på föräldrarna.
8. Föredrar du att ringa eller skicka sms? –Sms. Hatar att prata i telefonen.
9. Är dina föräldrar gifta, sambos eller skilda? – De är gifta.
10. När såg du senast din mamma? – Torsdags förra veckan.
11. Vilken ögonfärg har du? – Blå.
13. Har du någon gång hittat en katt? – Räknas det om en i samma hushåll hittat en?
14. Vilken är din favoritplats? – Här, eller på tåget i Danmark.
15. Vilken plats föredrar du minst? – Platser med mycket folk.
16. Var tror du att du befinner dig om tio år? – Lyckligt gift och har massa barn! ... Eller inte.
17. Vad skrämde dig som barn? – Folk och ensamhet.
18. Vem fick dig att skratta senast? – Ash.
19. Är du för ung för att äga vinylskivor? – Kanske, skulle inte tacka nej.
20. Har du stationär eller bärbar dator? – Stationär på 12kg!
21. Sover du med eller utan kläder på dig? – Utan.
22. Hur många kuddar har du i sängen? – 1.
23. Hur många landskap har du bott i? Err, ett?
24. Har du någon gång spytt på fyllan? – Oj. Eheh..eheh..heh. Aldrig? :D
25. Föredrar du skor, strumpor eller barfota? – Kängor <3.
26. Är du social? – Inte det minsta.
27. Vilken är din favoritglass? – Päronisglass!
28. Vad skulle du göra om du vann en miljon? – Köpa en lägenhet, och resa. Som alla andra.
29. Tycker du om kinamat? – Bäst!
30. Tycker du om kaffe? – För mycket.
31. Vad dricker du till frukost? – Idag blev det O'boy.
32. Sover du på någon särskild sida? – Nej.
33. Kan du spela poker? – Jag tycker att jag kan, men jag antar att det är fel.
34. Tycker du om att mysa? – Mja, jo ibland.
35. Är du en beroendemänniska? – lolwut?
36. Känner du någon med samma födelsedag som din? – Två personer, so far!
37. Vill du ha barn? – Nej. Är inget större fan av barn.
38. Kan du några andra språk än svenska? – Engelska och "Ich bin ein kartoffel"
39. Har du någonsin åkt ambulans? – Tror inte det.
40. Föredrar du havet eller en pool? – Havet.
41. Vad spenderar du helst pengar på? – Resor.
42. Äger du dyra smycken? – Nej.
43. När känner du dig lycklig? – Till och från.
44. Vad var det senaste du stoppade i munnen? – O'boy.
45. Vem är den roligaste människan du känner? – Ash.
46. Välj ett ärr på din kropp? – Ett på min näsa!
47. Vad har du för ringsignal? – Denna.
48. Har du kvar klädesplagg sen du var liten? – Säkert i nån låda nånstans i föräldrarnas källare.
49. Flirtar du mycket? – Nej.
50. Vart togs din profilbild för din blogg? – På vår balkong.
51. Kan du byta olja på bilen? – Nej.
52. Har du fått fortkörningsböter? – Nope.
53. Vilken var den senaste bok du läste? – Läser "The D-Day".
54. Läser du dagstidningen? – På nätet, lite då och då.
55. Prenumererar du på någon veckotidning? – Nope.
56. Dansar du i bilen? – Niet. Dansar aldrig. Aldrig.
57. Vilken radiostation lyssnade du på senast? – P3.
58. Vad var det senaste du krafsade ner på ett papper? – Inköpslista.
59. När var du i kyrkan senast? – Det var ett tag sen.
60. Vilka personer utmanar du? – Alla?

Answer with songs!

2010-03-08T02:14:00.003+01:00

(Stolen from Aku)

How are you feeling today?
The Cure - Apart

How do your friends see you?
Rise Against - Swing life away

What is your best friend's theme song?
Bee Gees - Staying Alive

What is the story of your life?
Godsmack - I Stand Alone

What was high school like?
Korn - Thoughtless

How can you get ahead in life?
Audioslave - Show Me How To Live

What is the best thing about your friends?
Nine Inch Nails - We're In This Together

What song describes you?
Korn - Alone I Break

How is your life going?
Seether - Fine Again

What song will they play at your funeral?
The Wounded - Smalltown Boy

How does the world see you?
Disturbed - Criminal

How can I make myself happy?
Pendulum - Propane Nightmares

Tickets!

2010-02-25T14:09:00.000+01:00

I has it!

West Coast Riot and Metaltown, here I come!

Tack!

2010-02-14T09:53:00.000+01:00

Tack Tess, du förgyllde min morgon!

Valentin

2010-02-14T08:08:00.003+01:00

Fyfan vad jag hatar den här sk. högtiden.

Av hela mitt hjärta (Ahaha. I see what I did there.) så hatar jag denna skitdag. Finns fan ingen annan högtid som slår denna.

Ha så trevligt, alla kära par. Se till att köpa så mycket jävla skit och ge till varandra, så blir företagarna glada.

Fyfan.

För övrigt så har jag spenderat denna vecka med sömnlöshet och ångest. Sov inget inatt, kunde inte sova. Precis som alla andra nätter.

Det kanske märks på mitt fina humör.

Om det är nån som tar åt sig så får ni skylla er själva. Det här är inte riktat mot nån person, det är bara gnäll.

Går på "lungnande" naturläkemedel, som för övrigt smakar skit. Men det är inte direkt som att det hjälper. För mycket som snurrar i huvudet nu.

Känns som att man är tillbaka på ruta ett.

Helt jävla underbart.

Så ja, glad alla hjärtans dag, eller vafan det är man säger.

2x Raubtier

2010-02-11T12:53:00.002+01:00

Norrlandsmetal när den är som bäst!

Kärlek är som en vässad kniv I onda händer tar den liv Du blev blek som döden när du förstod att det mörka röda är hjärteblod Hjärteblod

!

2010-02-08T23:45:00.001+01:00

Fuskblogg

2010-02-05T16:32:00.003+01:00

Snodd av syster.

Namn: Mathias
Piercingar: Inga, f.d. Snakebite.
Tatueringar: Inga, men planerar för första.
Längd: Ingen koll på det. 1.70ish kanske?
Skostorlek: 42/43
Hårfärg: Urblekt svart
Fräknar: Nej.

Önskar du att du bodde någon annanstans? Ja. Ibland.
Tycker du att du är attraktiv? Nja, inget jag strävar efter. Jag kör mitt eget race.
Dricker du? Ja.
Röker du? Njea. Feströker ibland.

Vilket schampo använder du? Nån röd jävla flaska.
Vilken parfym använder du? Kommer inte ihåg namnen.
Vad är du rädd för? Ensamhet, Folk och mycket folk.
Gillar du att tvätta? Mja, det är ju för en god sak.
Gillar du berg- och dalbanor? Det funkar.

Senaste…
Filmen du hyrde? Änglar och Demoner via Voddler.
Filmen du köpte? Borat och Snatch.
Låten du hörde: Nån Rise Against låt.
Låten du laddade ner? Laddar inte ner, kör Spotify.
Personen du ringde? Asrahn.
Personen som ringde dig? Irre.
TV-program du såg? Supernatural.
Person du tänkte på? Kommer inte ihåg. Chiaki eller Irre skulle jag tro.

Favorit…
Låt: Allt med Rise Against.
Sak att göra: Umgås med de få tappra själarna när det är en bra dag.
Sport: Sport?
Dryck: Cola eller kaffe.
Kläder: Slökläder.
Film: Avatar och The Crow
Bil: Stingray från 67

Serie: Supernatural, Jericho och True Blood.

Har du någonsin…
Gråtit över en pojke? Ja.
Gråtit över en flicka? Ja.
Ljugit för någon? Ja.
Varit i slagsmål? Ja.
Blivit arresterad? Nja.
Träffat någon från internet IRL? Ja.

Antal…
Gånger ditt hjärta brustit? Ett antal.
Hjärtan brustet på grund av dig? Vet ej. Hoppas inte det är allt för många.
Tjejer du kysst? Oj. HAr inte hållt räkningen.
Personer från grundskolan du fortfarande har kontakt med? En.
Gånger ditt namn varit med i tidningen? Tre, kanske fyra gånger.

Senaste…
Boken du läste? Bra fråga.
Personen du fick e-mail av? Spam.
Personen du fick brev av? Fucket.
Personen du fick sms av? Irre.
Gången hela din familj åt middag tillsammans? Kanske en månad eller så.
Saken du köpte? Kaffe.

Vad har du gjort idag? Vaknat.
Brukar du svära mycket? Det kryddar ju upp livet.
När stiger du upp på morgonen? Vanliga dagar, kanske runt 8-9, Idag: 16:00
Vad har du på dig? Kläder.
Vad ska du göra ikväll? Vet ej. Äta mat och sova antar jag.
Vad är du allergisk mot? Pollen och folk.

Använder du hårspray? Nångång när man ska "piffa upp" sig inför nån fest.
Kan du stå på händer? Nej.
Håkan Hellström eller The Ark? Aids eller cancer?
Salt eller socker? Salt.
Gillar du ketchup? I rätt sammanhang.
Är du glad nu? Nej.
Var du glad igår? Till och från.
Vad dansar du till? Dansar inte.
Stockholm är… ? Fjollträsk, men den är bättre än Västerås.
Göteborg är… ? Bäst, borde vara Sveriges huvudstad.
Kan du sjunga? Nej.
Spaghetti eller makaroner? Beror på vad man har till.
Land du vill besöka? Thailand, Danmark och alla andra jävla länder.

<3

2010-01-19T13:58:00.002+01:00

Du känner mig från din saga. Du ser mig inne på zoo. Men var får jag äta och jaga? Var får jag älska och bo?

I svunnen tid var jag mäktig. I skogar, på myrar, på is. Med kull efter kull blev jag dräktig när ditt värn var en koja av ris.

Men du byggde fålla runt fåren. Bland gårdvaren intill knuten. Vildmarken krympte med åren när du lämnade mig blödande, skjuten.

Vilken värld vill du vinna? Kan du vädra vindarnas doft? Du förlorar, den kommer försvinna när du grusar grönskan till stoft.

Nu är timmervägen en motorled. Din riskoja byggd av betong. Min måne var full, nu går den ned. Snart tystnar min vildmarkssång.

2009-12-31T15:23:00.000+01:00

Gott nytt år!

Happy new year!

Voddler

2009-12-30T17:46:00.000+01:00

I love you.

You just saved my day/night!

...

2009-12-30T01:03:00.004+01:00

Jag borde skriva mer här.

Men jag vet inte vad jag ska skriva. Jag har lixom slut på ord att kasta runt.

Jag orkar bara inte.

<3

2009-12-28T13:52:00.003+01:00

You are too much for me to lose
Endlessly I love you
My blood still runs just because of you
You are too much for me to lose
Endlessly I love you
You're my shine
You're my rain
When comes the day of my destiny
Without you I won't leave
You're the shining light in the middle of the dark
You're the rain in my withered heart

2009-12-28T13:26:00.001+01:00

This day should be over now.

My current drugs.

2009-12-22T00:57:00.003+01:00

Seether - FMLYHM

Staind - It's Been Awhile

Nine Inch Nails - Something I can never have

Soilwork - Nerve

Coheed and Cambria - Welcome Home

...

2009-12-18T04:33:00.001+01:00

Säg aldrig "jag älskar dig" om du inte menar det.

Prata aldrig om dina känslor, om dom inte finns där.

Ta aldrig min hand, om du ändå kommer släppa den.

Titta aldrig i mina ögon, om allt du säger är en lögn.

Plastic Man

2009-12-13T10:37:00.000+01:00

I am a plastic man,
wish I can be the one you could be proud of.
I'm losing heart again,
wish I could show you what you think I'm made of.

Someday I know I'll find my place,
Someday I know this pain will fade.

I am a perfect cell,
just wrap me up with a bow and flowers.
I will neglect to tell,
I'll sell your story that we love each other.

Someday I know I'll find my place,
someday I know this pain will fade.
Someday I know I'll find my place,
someday I'll sing my last refrain.

Why don't you let me be,
and I'll pretend I'm well.
'Cause you're blind to see,
and I'm too tired to tell.
And in your apathy,
your head begins to swell.
Another tragedy,
but you're too cold to feel.

Someday I know I'll find my place,
someday I know this pain will fade.
Someday I know I'll find my place,
someday I'll sing my last refrain.

Today.

2009-12-07T16:07:00.001+01:00

Is not a good day.

Welcome Home.

2009-12-01T20:51:00.001+01:00

You could have been all I wanted
But you weren't honest
Now get in the ground
You choked off the surest of favors
But if you really loved me
You would have endured my world

Well if you're just as I presumed
A whore in sheep's clothing
Fucking up all I do
And if so here we stop
Then never again
Will you see this in your life.

Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here laid to rest, is our love ever longed.
With truth on the shores of confession
You seem to take premise to all of these songs

You stormed off to scar the armada
Like Jesus bled later
I'll drill through your hands
The stone for the curse you have blamed me
With love and devotion I'll die as you sleep

But if you could just write me out
To neverless wonder, happy will I become
Be true that this is no option
So with sin condemn you
Demon play, demon out!

Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here laid to rest is our love ever longed.
With truth on the shores of compassion
You seem to take premise to all of these songs.

One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl
I'd do anything for you

One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl
Before I hope you die

2009-11-25T02:12:00.001+01:00

Det där gjorde ont. På riktigt.

Whores

2009-11-11T13:39:00.001+01:00

All of them!

Sonata Game.

2009-10-23T18:00:00.002+02:00

Play it.

<---

...

2009-10-20T04:41:00.000+02:00

I cant go back to sleep. I woke up, in panic, from a nightmare. And not a "boo scary ghost" nightmare, but one of those extremely real ones.
I saw how the whole place was on fire, I saw myself burn and I saw my closest friends burn. And there was nothing I could do to help them!
I swear that I could feel the smell of smoke when I woke. And thats not really helping me sleep.

This is where i also mention that i've had dreams, that I had a deja vu of IRL.
For real, really. I'm not shitting you.

Guess why I'm so freaked out

God damn it.

2009-10-14T20:59:00.001+02:00

I swore to myself that I would never "like" a Kings of Leon track.
But I've failed.

This is just to darn good.

Ruwr

2009-10-11T21:56:00.000+02:00

I be tired.

- Posted using from my iPhone

Things that makes me think Nr; 1

2009-10-02T17:36:00.000+02:00

Vuxenpoäng?

2009-10-01T23:35:00.002+02:00

Idag har jag både handlat på Ikea, Storhandlat mat på Ica (Mat, for real!) och slamrat ihop det jag köpte på Ikea.

Dagens pris; ca 2200kr
Hejhej ångest.

Myes.

2009-09-20T03:49:00.001+02:00

03:48, I'm out walking.
Alone.
Fucking great. Oh how I love humanity at times.

3 Metallica covers!

2009-09-16T04:21:00.004+02:00

The following videos are covers of awesome Metallica tracks, played by the artists in their own personal style.
Please note that no band can ever do a Metallica track better than Metallica! :P

First out; Staind - Nothing Else Matters

If you ask me, this is an truly epic cover! It's perfect in pretty much every way!

Next one is; Limp Bizkit - Sanitarium (Welcome Home)

Even thou I don't like Limp Bizkit at all, I'll have to give them kudos for this cover. It's a damned good cover, specially since it's done in their own style and overall actually sounds good.

And last; Sum 41 - Metallica Medley
(For Whom the Bell Tolls, Enter Sandman, Master of Puppets)

This works for me aswell, in the sense that it's done in their own, more punk-ish, style.

And yes, this is a totally pointless post due to lack of anything else to rant about.

Shitty mood.

2009-09-15T23:57:00.000+02:00

I'm in it.

"I'm sorry but I ain't gonna change my ways"

2009-09-07T21:06:00.000+02:00

I'm sorry for the times that I made you scream
for the times that I killed your dreams
for the times that I made your whole world rumble
for the times that I made you cry
for the times that I told you lies
for the times that I watched and let you stumble

It's too bad, but that's me
what goes around comes around, you'll see
that I can carry the burden of pain
'cause it ain't the first time that a man goes insane
and when I spread my wings to embrace him for life
I'm suckin' out his love, 'cause I, I'll never be nobody's wife

I'm sorry for the times that I didn't come home
left you lyin' in that bed alone
was flyin' high in the sky when you needed my shoulder

you're like a stone hangin' round my neck, see
cut it loose before it breaks my back, see
I've gotta say what I feel before I grow older

I'm sorry but I ain't gonna change my ways
you know I've tried but I'm still the same
I've got to do it my own way

It's too bad, but hey, that's me
what goes around comes around, you'll see
that I can carry the burden of pain
'cause it ain't the first time that a man goes insane
and when I spread my wings to embrace him for life
I'm suckin' out his love, I, I'll never be nobody's wife

It's too bad, but hey, that's me
what goes around comes around, you'll see
that I can carry the burden of pain
'cause it ain't the first time that a man goes insane
and when I spread my wings to embrace him for life
I'm suckin' out his love, I, I'll never be nobody's wife

Saker man hittar på Youtube.

2009-09-05T05:55:00.001+02:00

Fuskblogg.

2009-09-04T15:34:00.002+02:00

Nämn något som gjorde dig glad igår: Att jag sov som en gris till 15:00.

Vad gjorde du kl 08 imorse: Försökte sova.

Vad gjorde du för 15 minuter sedan: Bokade biljetter till Mustasch. Ok, Det var Irre som bokade, men jag satt i telefonen med henne under tiden.

Det sista du sa högt: Desamma, hej.

Det senaste någon sa till dig: Puss och kram och nyp på stjärten!

Vad har du druckit idag: Monster.

Vad var det senaste du åt: Halvsunkiga chips.

Vad var det senaste du köpte: Mat.

Vad är det för färg på din ytterdörr: Brun.

Vad är det för väder hos dig nu: Svensk sommar!

Godaste glassmaken: Allt med Ben & Jerry's, eller Päron.

Tror du på kärlek vid första ögonkastet: Nej, men attraktion.

Sover du tungt: Ungefär en gång per år eller så.

Drömmer du mardrömmar: Det är mardrömmarna som drömmer om mig.

Trivs du med ditt jobb: Fd. jobbet; Det funkade. Trevligt folk iallafall.

Favoritklädsel: Mina bondagebyxor, nån bra t-shirt och en mysig hoodie.

Favoritlåt just nu: "Soilwork - Nerve" kommer alltid ha en plats i mitt hjärta, men annars så är "Slipknot - People = Shit" helt ok.

Vad ser du om du tittar till höger: En annan dator.

Vad gör dig glad just nu: Att vi har en kaffekokare.

Vad ska du göra härnäst: Det är ett tufft val mellan att däcka igen, och sova bort resten av dagen, eller göra nått produktivt.

Höger eller vänsterhänt: Högerhänt Foe Lajf.

Humör just nu: Svårt uttråkad, Stört trött med en liten släng av hat.

Favoritgodis: Äter så sällan godis. Men typ.. chips.

Kläder just nu: Mysbyxor och t-shirt.

Sommarplaner: Mina "sommarplaner" är att komma iväg till Rise Against och gå på Mustasch.

Hur många kuddar sover du med: En. Värsta nerköpet. Körde med fyra stycken när jag bodde hemma.

Spelar du något instrument: Guitar Hero.

Morgon- eller nattmänniska: Natt.

Vad är viktigast för dig: "Att nära och kära får må bra. Hur klyschigt det än låter." Kopierar min systers svar här.

Är du kittlig: Prova på egen risk.

Snarkar du: Som en döende gnu.

Stjärntecken: Vädur.

Äckligaste insekten: Tvestjärtar, I don't like them.

The little things give you away.

2009-09-04T06:23:00.001+02:00

Don't wanna reach for me do you
I mean nothin to you
The little things give you away
But now there will be no mistakin
The levees are breakin

All you've ever wanted
Was someone to truly look up to you
And six feet, underwater
I do

All you've ever wanted
Was someone to truly look up to you
And six feet, underground now
I
Now I do

Jag gav upp för länge sen.

2009-09-01T16:23:00.001+02:00

Visst finns det dagar som jag kan vara snäll och låtsas som förut
Och visst finns det dagar som det kan göra ont att se dig ramla häromkring

Det fanns en kärlek men den har brunnit ut
Du fick för stor del av mitt liv, jag kunde inte andas tillslut

Du säger att du minns och att det känns som igår
Men det var för länge sen för att ens komma ihåg

Och jag som trodde jag var kvar, jag har börjat på nytt
Det vet jag när jag ser dig, vart har du tagit vägen

Jag gav upp för länge sen
Jag gav upp för länge sen

Du är kvar med samma folk, kvar med samma man
Lever kvar i samma damm, och du går i samma kläder
Blir glad av samma rus, som en lögn i vackert väder i ett övergivet hus

Det är att leka med eld när du drar upp det här igen
För du ser i mina ögon att jag försvann för länge sen

Det finns ingen att behaga, inget att förklara
Inget att försvara, jag gav upp för länge sen

Jag gav upp för länge sen

I'm Sorry..

2009-08-31T02:27:00.001+02:00

I painted a picture of you,
your soul was red and your mind was blue.
Destiny laid a light on my creation.
This dream I had made a slave of my passion,
reality was always too far away.

And we were happy until it came too close one day.
Suddenly I faced the truth of my dream,
my love had only been a picture, a scene.
I suppose I needed to believe,
didn't want to see you had never been close to me.

And I'm sorry,
this illusion has caused you a lot of pain.
And I have no solution,
I'll try to never be back again.

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry

I painted a picture of you.
My dream was a lie and the lie became truth.
Reality held his breath too long.
It's disgusting what dreams can do to you.

And I'm sorry,
this illusion has caused you a lot of pain.
And I have no solution,
I'll try to never be back again.

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry

Newz.

2009-08-30T02:35:00.002+02:00

I got this awesome new clock!
Yay! \o/

You.

2009-08-27T13:40:00.001+02:00

No one knows just what has become of her
Shattered doll, desperate
Oh so innocent and delicate
But too damn obdurate
And obstinate to let go

Broken down, hurt again, it never ends
Frightened and trembling
Did she fall again? An accident?
Her eyes encircled in black again
I can't believe that she's still with him

For how long will you try?
How long until you walk away?
Your façade can't disguise
The fact that you're in misery

Look inside see what has become of her
Hiding within again
Can she pick herself up again?
It's just too difficult and arduous to let go

Homicide flashes through her mind again
No more pain, take control
If he raises his hand again
She'll find her freedom in killing him
The world will see that she's had enough

For how long will you try?
How long until you walk away?
Your façade can't disguise
The fact that you're in misery

For how long will you try?
How long until you walk away?
From the look in your eyes
I know you bleed internally

For how long will you deny?
How long until you walk away?
Your façade can't disguise
The fact that you're in misery

For how long will you try?
How long until you walk away?
From the look in your eyes
I know you bleed internally

Broken down, hurt again
It never ends

Obama, you suck.

2009-08-25T17:23:00.001+02:00

Steven Lynch for president!

Irre!

2009-08-22T19:13:00.000+02:00

I present to you; Irre!
Tadaa!

That's that.

2009-08-19T16:16:00.000+02:00

Back to square one.

Bleh.

2009-08-18T10:37:00.000+02:00

Fuck vad trött jag är på allt just nu. Trött på staden, trött på jobbet osv.
Jag vill härifrån, typ utomlands. I några år.
Johejdu. Drömma kan man ju.

Jag bloggar.

2009-08-12T17:53:00.002+02:00

Jag blev tvingad att blogga idag.

Så här har ni:

Blogg.

Så.

Åh just ja, Irre har kommit hit igen!

Huzzah!

Yay!

2009-08-11T12:19:00.001+02:00

I found a new friend! :-D sinkspider approves!

Inte hemma.

2009-08-08T21:00:00.002+02:00

Så nu sitter man här, i sommarstugan.
Det är rätt jobbigt, mycket minnen och känslor som man ska hålla under kontroll.
Men samtidigt känns det bra att få vara här. Även om det är tufft så tror jag att det behövs.

From Heads Unworthy.

2009-08-05T00:55:00.002+02:00

We are the children you reject and disregard
These aching cries come from the bottom of our hearts
You can't disown us now, we are your own flesh and blood
And we don't disappear just because your eyes are shut, now tell me

Love, loss
Like a bullet's path
Tear through
The cavity of my chest
Lights out
Because the fuse has blown

As their castles crumble slowly
We watch them fall
Their crown slips from heads unworthy
As we gain control

This is the family that we crossed or never had
This is a war that was lost the day it began
'Cause it's the race we run, but it keeps us at the start
And it's the song I sung from the bottom of my heart, that's how we

Read you
Like a polygraph
Not one
Single bone in your back
Own up
To how you let us down

As their castles crumble slowly
We watch them fall
Their crown slips from heads unworthy
As we gain control

Except for you and me, love
Everyone's the same, we know
But if to live, we have to be numb
I'd rather know the pain, I'd rather know
This happens almost never
But it happened once to me
And this will never be the same
The ends we seam together

I'm not after fame and fortune
I'm after you
When I've served my time I swear I
Will come back for you

As their castles crumble slowly
We watch them fall
Their crown slips from heads unworthy
And right on to ours

I'm after you...

Marry me!

2009-08-03T23:39:00.000+02:00

The best!

2009-08-02T22:54:00.001+02:00

<3

2009-08-02T22:50:00.001+02:00

The best piece of ass in this whole damn city!

2009-08-02T16:17:00.001+02:00

Friends forever! <3

A night at the collective called Trollsvansen

2009-07-31T21:21:00.007+02:00

Jomba found a sausage. Dooz threaten to break it.

Jomba and Irre looks at the broken sausage.

And went all fucknuts!

And I mean fucknuts!

Still, Dooz was amused.

I rule at MS Paint.

2009-07-30T22:12:00.001+02:00

Oh how I love you.

2009-07-27T18:51:00.001+02:00

Sometimes I love life.

"Deceiver"

2009-07-22T21:53:00.000+02:00

You've been caught in a lie!!
You can't deny it!

So let the war begin
You're far from innocent
Hell I just don't know where it will end
You are the one to blame
You made a habit of
Fucking up my life (ow!)

Another fallacy
Is laid in front of me
Now I just don't know
What to believe
Another animal
Sent to devour what-
Ever's left inside

[Chorus:]
I know now!
It's all been a lie
And I'll never come to know why
Awoke to discover
You leaving me now
It's all been a lie
I don't ever want to know why
You've mastered the art of
Deceiving me now.

A mortal enemy
Has been revealed in me
How come I wasn't able to see
Another vampire
Getting their fix from
Sucking up my life (OW!)
An evil entity
Had taken hold of me
Ripped out my heart and started to feed
I still remember when
I thought that all you were
Eating was my pride

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
This idiot won't let me go
Slowly penetrating the mind
I tell you now, my little puppet
You'll suffer me
You don't want to let me go
Till I've taken over your life
I'll ensure you survive
Little puppet don't die
Let me, let me die
Little puppet don't die
Let me, let me die
Little toy don't die

[Chorus]

Fuck you.

2009-07-18T19:31:00.003+02:00

No, really.
Fuck you.

Drama

2009-07-09T17:17:00.000+02:00

The light fades up in a brand new heart
first page of a manuscript
not complete but full of life
a life that struggles on

Seems like the drama never ends
a there are still words untold
the easy parts seem so far away
so far away

My own play, my own play
the show has reached the end
the curtains closing down

Still alone on this stage
i've played my tragic parts
now i'm just waiting for the end
the end that takes me away

Looks like the last page is reached
and the light is fading out
but the show must keep on going
and the show goes on

My own play, my own play
the show has reached the end
the curtains closing down

2009-07-07T23:30:00.000+02:00

My mind is like a fucking hurricane.
Now you know that.

Fuck this shit?

2009-07-01T04:32:00.001+02:00

Klockan är nu 04:29. 31min innan jag ska upp. Jag vet nån som sover hemma inatt.

On the train..

2009-06-25T16:33:00.001+02:00

Building stonehenge out of bad candy.

Together, we'll rise above this..

2009-06-24T22:05:00.002+02:00

Take the light and darken everything around me
Call the clowns and listen closely I'm lost without you
Call your name everyday when I feel so helpless
I've fallen down but I'll rise above this, rise above this

Hate the mind, regrets are better left unspoken
For all we know, this void will grow
Everything's in vain, distressing you though it leaves me open
Feels so right but I'll end this all before it gets me

Call your name everyday when I feel so helpless
I'm fallen down but I'll rise above this, rise above this
Call your name everyday when I seem so helpless
I'm fallen down, and I'll rise above this, rise above this doubt

I'll mend myself before it gets me
(I'll mend myself before it gets me)
I'll mend myself before it gets me
(I'll mend myself before it gets me)

Call your name everyday when I feel so helpless
I'm fallen down but I'll rise above this, rise above this
Forty eight ways to say that I'm feeling helpless
I'm falling down, and I'll rise above this,
Rise above this,
Rise above this,
Rise above this doubt.

2009-06-18T21:44:00.002+02:00

Jag borde skriva nått..
Men jag saknar ord för det just nu.

Nån annan gång. Kanske.

'tis time.

2009-06-08T00:16:00.002+02:00

I've been thinking for some time now. About World of Whorecraft.

I've been playing it for over 4 years now and it's been jolly good times.
But a while back, I grew tired of it and took a break a few good weeks. But eventually, the addict in me craved for more of it, so I went back.

I started raiding, and it was great fun.. for a while. Then the wind whispered about a realm, an RP realm, that had everything you could ask for when it comes to RP. And sure, it was a good RP realm, but it just didn't work for me. All them other players, the people that I knew, had people to actually roleplay with, witch they seem to do all the time.
Added to this, people also being to busy with other things, like raiding or instancing.
Other than this, any attempt in casual "world RP" is non existing, when I approach random roleplayers in any way, I get ignored by them, because they don't seem to want to play with anyone they don't know.
This makes it pretty damn close to impossible to actually do anything at all on the realm.
So I do what I used to do back on my old realm. I walk around pointlessly, just making time go by.
And if you ask me, thats a pretty fucking big waste of money.

So, I think the time has come to put my World of Whorecraft account on the shelf. I know It's been said before, but this time I think it is for real. All I do is to log on, sit around for a few hours, then log out. And that's just no fun.

So.

TL;DR;
Anyone have any good idea of any other fun game to kill my time with?
Any proposal will be appreciated.

Poop.

2009-06-01T22:23:00.001+02:00

Bajs.

Nu uh.

2009-05-25T22:37:00.002+02:00

No more.

Argh.

2009-05-01T22:44:00.000+02:00

My head huuurts.

... Doh..

Second Night.

2009-04-25T08:32:00.004+02:00

Yay. Two nights without sleep. Bloody wonderful.
I wonder for how long a human can survive without sleep.

We'll get to know it soon enough, in worst case.

They spin me round in a rotting womb.
They let me see inside this tomb.
That I am bittered and I'm nothing that they like.
But I have plans yet still untold.
To buy me in a land of old.
A beautiful grave to hide my dreary soul, inside.

Epic.

2009-04-23T15:57:00.000+02:00

Epic.

2009-04-23T03:45:00.003+02:00

New.

2009-04-20T09:20:00.001+02:00

New pants and boots

Meh.

2009-04-18T17:07:00.003+02:00

Du ska veta att jag inte behöver dig
min väg var aldrig din
och i spåren som jag lämnar efter mig
så finns det ingenting
jag vänder aldrig blicken bakom mig
så brinn historia brinn
och svaret på din fråga blir alltid nej
du betyder ingenting

2009-03-31T19:29:00.000+02:00

Gift from The Bildook!

2009-03-28T10:09:00.002+01:00

*Edit*
Hmm.. For some reason it's not animating as it should.
try this URL instead.
http://img5.imageshack.us/img5/430/doozy.gif

Birthday, lol.

2009-03-28T02:44:00.002+01:00

Happy birthday to me!

Floof.

2009-03-26T01:43:00.000+01:00

Floof owns your sweet candy ass.

Damn right.

Thoughts about the last post.

2009-03-19T17:23:00.003+01:00

Hm.. Seems like reacting like I do about bitches like that must be a swedish thing.
Or is it?

Rage.

2009-03-18T20:30:00.002+01:00

I just got this really sickening feeling.
Then I noticed that "My Super Sweet 16" was on MTV in the background.
It all makes sense then.

I'w willing to spend the rest of my life exterminating every god-damned bitch ass of those spoiled bitches. They have everything, more or less, and their fucked up parents pays for everything them freaks want.
And they still have the god-damned guts to bitch about how everything in their life sucks. So they screw their fathers and blackmail them so that he must put up a fuckhuge party - just for them.
I go into ragemode, just freezing up infront of the tv. Building up rage and unable to move until it ends.

People like them makes me lose all hope for this world. This planet will never recover and flourish aslong as those fucks walk the planet.

...
Now some bitch is going to hire personal protection for herself.
Why would anyone ever want to harm a totally unknown bit-... Oh, I see. Nevermind.
She also gets a new Porsche. And a Custom job on it. Just the custom jub will cost more than 100 grand. That's more than the god-damned car itself.
And NOW her dad said "I don't know.. this might be a bit over the top."
But he still said yes! God-damned fuckface.
And she's arriving to the party by helicopter. And two more for her two friends.

ARGH!
I can't take this!
The tv is going out the window if I keep watching.

I can't think of anything that I hate more than those people.
Not even Paris Hilton.

Fuck.

Hms.

2009-03-17T17:40:00.001+01:00

After seeing Jombas new layout, I got inspired and played around too.

Comments on the new layout, please.

Not sure if it's a stay or not yet.

Meh.

2009-03-16T23:53:00.004+01:00

Smiling and changing subjects worked so far, so why stop it?

Muh.

2009-03-16T18:19:00.001+01:00

Bleh.

I saw the silver lining hidden in a mushroom cloud.

2009-03-09T17:38:00.000+01:00

I'm chaos international
The writing on the wall
A Lazarus in parable

A dark and sullen lullaby
Whispered softly as you die
Promising torments are nigh

Danger warning levels hissed out loud
I saw the silver lining hidden in a mushroom cloud
Now I'm reeling from the shock at ground zero

If yesterday you would have stood up proud
Then why tonight have you thrown in with the stoning crowd?
I'll breathe through the foetus of a new day kicking...

The foetus of a new day kicking

It's true that Jesus cannot save
I'm rising from the grave
To put my double cross to shame

A poison rush, a heart attack
A white assassin painted black
You'll fear this reaper coming back

Danger warning levels hissed out loud
I saw the silver lining hidden in a mushroom cloud
Now I'm reeling from the shock at ground zero

If yesterday you would have stood up proud
Then why tonight have you thrown in with the stoning crowd?
I'll breathe through the foetus of a new day kicking...

On a night like this
You laid the serpent's kiss
In this garden of Gethsemane
You played the traitor well...

In a dawn to come
I will blind the sun
To grant you pardon as my enemy

Before damning you to hell...

Still I'm dying with every step I take, but I don't look back

2009-03-09T00:48:00.002+01:00

Maybe we could make it all right
We could make it better sometime

Maybe we could make it happen baby
We could keep trying
but things will never change

So I don't look back
Still I'm dying with every step I take
But I don't look back
Just a little, little bit better
Good enough to waste some time
Tell me would it make you happy baby

We could keep trying
but things will never change
So I don't look back
Still I'm dying with every step I take
But I don't look back

We could keep trying
but things will never change
So I don't look back
Still I'm dying with every step I take
But I don't look back

And it hurts with every heartbeat
And it hurts with every heartbeat
And it hurts with every heartbeat
And it hurts with every heartbeat
And it hurts with every heartbeat
And it hurts with every heartbeat
And it hurts with every heartbeat
And it hurts with every heartbeat

Things I love.

2009-02-21T13:00:00.002+01:00

Warhammer Dawn of War 2 - Co-op Story Mode, I love it.
Warhammer Dawn of War 2 - Multiplayer Mode, I kind-a love it.

Its just another day for you, you and me in Paradise.

2009-02-11T22:57:00.003+01:00

She calls out to the man on the street
sir, can you help me?
Its cold and Ive nowhere to sleep,
Is there somewhere you can tell me?

He walks on, doesnt look back
He pretends he cant hear her
Starts to whistle as he crosses the street
Seems embarrassed to be there

Oh think twice, its another day for
You and me in paradise
Oh think twice, its just another day for you,
You and me in paradise

She calls out to the man on the street
He can see shes been crying
Shes got blisters on the soles of her feet
Cant walk but shes trying

Oh think twice...

Oh lord, is there nothing more anybody can do
Oh lord, there must be something you can say

You can tell from the lines on her face
You can see that shes been there
Probably been moved on from every place
cos she didnt fit in there

Oh think twice...

Haha!

2009-02-03T21:23:00.001+01:00

Bara för att jag kan.

2009-01-28T18:09:00.002+01:00

I brist på annat att göra, och för att den var så jäkla rolig så kommer här en lista.
Gör den gärna själva också.

Oh, and sorry for the language of retardation.

01. Stänger du av mobilen när du sover?
Nej. Annars kommer jag inte till jobbet.
02. Vem såg dig senast naken?
Rent teoretiskt sett, Jag själv.
03. Hur såg du ut på högstadiet?
Inte alls?
04. Hur kommer du se ut om tjugo år?
tjugo år äldre, med stor förmodan.
05. Hur var du på dagis?
Gick inte på dagis, gick hos dagmamma. Där fick jag pinnar i huvudet.
06. Hur är du att ha som arbetskamrat?
Jag överlämnar denna fråga till närmaste arbetskamrat.
07. Har du celluliter?
Lätt.
08. Biter du på naglarna?
Nej, men river.
09. Har du något handikapp?
Mitt musikberoende skulle nog kunna klassas som handikapp.
10. Är du rädd för att få hängbröst?
Nej, jag skulle finna det rätt underhållande om jag skulle få det.
11. Tror du att gud är en man eller en kvinna?
Gud är en Dooz.
12. Svär du?
Hela jävla fucking tiden, för helvete!
13. Är du trevlig mot Jehovas Vittnen?
Otroligt. Jag brukar be dom komma in på kaffe och fikabröd, men då går dom bara.
14. Hur homo är du på en skala 1 - 10?
3.
15. Tror du på utomjordningar?
Lätt. Tyranids!
16. Om du var tvungen att välja en maträtt som du måste äta varje dag livet ut, vad väljer du?
Picasso, eller Acapulco.
17. Vilken mat är den största missen att bjuda dig på?
Det mesta med fisk.
18. Har du blivit arresterad?
Nope.
19. Ljuger du?
För jag ljuger så braa!
20. Har du kysst en polis?
Inte vad jag vet.
21. Är du rädd för Securitasvakter?
Lika rädd för dom som för Jehovas.
22. Har du någonting att dölja?
Alltid.
23. Vad har du på din nyckelknippa?
En 12m Boaorm.
24. Är du / har du varit gift?
Nej.
25. Skulle du gå upp klockan tre på natten för att hämta pojkvännen från krogen?
Jag har inte nån pojkvän.
26. Kan du laga cyklar?
Nej, men jag kan fan i mig ha sönder dom!
27. Kan du fixa med bilar?
Nej. Men jag kan nog ha sönder dom med, om jag får prova!
28. Brukar du köra om?
Aye, men enbart med min egen uppfödda kamel.
29. Kan du baka bröd?
Det kan jag säkert. På nått vis iaf.
30. Vet du hur man frostar av en frys?
Frågan är... Vet DU det?
31. Vilken tvserie skulle du helst leva i?
Hjälp!

Erm..

2009-01-26T23:51:00.002+01:00

I should write more often, I really should.
But hey, you know me. Doing things I should is not my style, after all.

New-ish.

2009-01-21T23:07:00.001+01:00

New blog, kind-a Sort-a.

From my iPod!

2009-01-18T22:50:00.000+01:00

Imma bloggin' from my iPod, lol

Yay.

2009-01-13T22:58:00.004+01:00

I finally picked up Photoshop again.
Took my sweet time.

Playing around for the win!